In just a few hours, we will say good bye to yet another month.

April was quite the ride. Today is going out with some pretty low lows. I have had to do a lot of releasing today, tonight. I’ve cried plenty of tears. I’ve sat in frustration. I’ve felt brief moments of relief. I have felt fear. I have felt love.

I have read over some notes and journals of the last year. I have thought of situations and events that shaped me. I have talked with beautiful friends today and been supported. I’ve received confirmation and love.

As the saying goes. April showers bring May Flowers… we all know how I feel about the mud and the lotus…. so maybe.. just maybe I’m onto something.